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hey everyone why is my familysoo fuken screwed seriously i wish id just die or something.. it seems like they say they care bu ti know they dont and fuken hell i just wanna die or i want thigns to get better for heaven fukin sakes.. yes i do love go dand noone but noone can change that fact.. i wanna go to go d.. i wanna b with him by his side .. and stay there eternaklly.. i kno he is with us 24/7 but i just wanna b able to see him..
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hey dudes!...
god i was just readin sum of the shit i wrote in here,,, and my jaw dropped!..lol i cant believe i actually wrote sum of that lol... well its christmas today!.. and i already got like 500 dollars.. andi also got like 10 million tops and 2 short skirts,, umm and a photo albulm..bath stuff and ummmm yeh other stuff??,, i guess lol,,, well anyways im happy happy then ever! i dont love n e one anymorre:P!!
ive been workin soo much lately ! i got called in yesturday to work kayleens shift for her! and im workin on mon and tues and sat next week!.. pretty good stuff considerin two of th0ose days r public holidays!hmmmmmmmmmmm
sorry what i wrote b4... KATE U DIDNT SAY N E THIN.. i was more on the lines talkin bout,,, u know.. well yeh
soo merry xmas!..
lurrrve nat xoxox
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yo wassup people! im sooo bored.. i have the rest of the yr off YEY.. tomoz im startin my new diet i even have a book to log myself:P:P lol i cant wait til i start work bak cuz there is some really hot guys who i work with:P:P:P:P:.. im listenin to dirty dancin music anyways better go love nat xoxox
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hey yo man its natalie! im very very very bored and tired and aint in a good odd after i all i caan get a bit anti-social maybe aven more! the net sukx but im still on it and bored i have just finished my assighment well maybe not all of it but icant be bothered i miss my friends hepas and heaps!!! xoxoxoxoxo well its sat bye bye bye love nat xoxox
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hey pplz well i havent wrote in here 4 ages soo i better up date it well ive had heaps of fun with all mi friends down here my only reall problem was how bitchy EVERYONE has become since i moved (except some)but ay!
i feel fat but i know im not fat i think im gunna starve my self until im satisfied startin tomoz thats how i lost alot of weight b4 but evn thought i kno i wasnt fat then either im so stupid!!! i know im not fat thiough but irun like 2wice a day n everythin i just want it to b quiker i know it aint healthy
but do i care NOOO its not like my mum cares about me i guesds im just in a relly shitty ,mood at the momment !!! i feel like crap i like sum1 down here but im not gunna say names cuz NOBODY knows not evn my closest friends but i knda like sum1 down here and i have really never stopped likin him its kinda weird but ohwell ill moveon!! donna is cummin to mi house tomoz soo is mik then clays cumminthe next day im gunna miss every1 but i love my new friends and everythin!!! im sik off ppplz wantin me to do slutty shit i hate it but ohwell i guess thats life im hven a shit day a bad day except when i wen out with muh gurlz!!! i love yas
love nat xoxoxoxo
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hey well on the weeekend i went bak down to the coast and saw my frriendss on the satudrday i went 4 a run with donna in the morning then i came home got ready 4 the party went to mikes party!! and i was the 1st to go home because it was pretty boring!!! but i wwas happy to see mike! then on sumday i wen to erina fair with kate donna and natalie it was hella fun then i went with kate shes so damn fun 2 b around with i love that girl!
ok then on monday tristan came over we got drunk well tipsy whatever it was soo fun ud hve tro b there !!!
yeh and i drank beer ! we pranked called this chiks house called sharna lmao!!! her dad called me a seedyskank lmao!!!!!
yeh and was hahahaha funny! then yesturday clay xalled me his a little sweet ie then tristan called me the guy i love!!! and today he came over we kissesd n stuff yeh i love dat man!! and im sittin down right know !!! ok ok ok ok ok ok ok LOVE NATALIE!
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hey its ne the rat
noones onlien but my mther kate and tristan just went offline im soo bloody bored ive bloked everyone else cause i cant b bothered with them i have to get off the net at 9pm!
ok well yesturday i went to school and this chik sharna apparently still likes him shes his ex but shes a goth and really tiny she looks like shes 1m tallyeh she kept spyin on us and apparentlys he wrote me a letter and tristan doesnt want me to read it!!! so i wonder what thats about he said that sghes just probably gunna make up shitn stuff but its a bit suss but i dontt care really!
hmmm i cant wait till this wkend get to see everyone yey im catchin a train at 6:54 and arrivin at gosford at 7:55am yeh thats pretty much!!
god i have p.e 1st period tomorrow i dont evn hve my bloody p.e uniform!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr im soo tired i think im gunna wash my face then go to beddies bys!!! tristans cummin over on sundayoops i mean monday! and yeh we are goin to get pissed together!!! oooo la la i wonder what we are gunna get up 2 lol
well beter go to bed!! as i am gunna start runnin in mornin love nat
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hey its nat yes mee!!! i am soo obloody happy its funni!!!!
so - yes kate i said YES to tristan !!! actually u know what he his hotter then i thought he was so lucky me ay!!! omg i love him!!
well ill tell u what u dont kno that happeneed today ok! well with tristan anyway!!! at lunch which is the 1st break there my friends went and told him i said YES and yeh then since it was green we had a period off to pik up rubbish so me and tristan just talked all of that i found out that he has a younger sister and an older brother!!! he works at the chemist, and yehim not bein up myself or anythin but yeh he told me that hes friends dont like popular ppl and he kept on sayin that referrin to me so that was really really weird 4 me it was a suprise actually ! he said he hates his friends but i dont belivev him i mean girl/guy friends he thinks there all ugly and stuff and i told him that wasnt very nice and then we wewnt and i met his friends they were pretty nice!! yeh!!! ok enough about our conversations!!! lol there pretty borin!! and omg.. well we were walkin bak to the next class and we hugged goodbye! and then he goes can i kiss u? how SWEET! but omly peck offcourse at school and i said yes!!! i love his lips hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..............i miss him as u can tell but enough bout him except ohyeh aswell he wrote me a letter sayin : hey whats up? ill ring u tonight about 9ish and do u want to go to the movies on the wkend with some friends how sweet is that!!!! woooo hoooo! im happy!
anyways today was green day i wen to school and the performance assembly was on 1st,2nd,and 1/2 of 3rd we hve 4 periods in the morning well anyway there was this act where this band played and they really were shit! so this guitarist right got really angry and smashed the guitar gee did that boy hve some issues or what ay!!!a nd there was another act where this chiks top fell of it must of been sooo embaressing 4 her i rekon por thing!!!! yeh!!1 there were mainly drama acts they were so damn funny!!!!!! kate u shouldve seen then!!! im so goin to c ur play katew evn if i just cum down 4 the afternoon!!! gees n bring tristan lol lol
yeh i have to take photos 4 ya its a must ok ok ok ok ok ok
yeh my friends want me to have a party there gunna help me set up but i dont think i am untiln like i move cause i live in a townhouse sorta!!!! geees! i think maccas goin yey i can go on the net i never am aloud to when his homw which suks bcause he goes and whinges!!!! h should build a damn brigde and get over it dont ya think !!! MEN though what do thay kno these days!!!
im listenin to songs and thinkin bout how much i want to talk to u kate and i miss tristan im not inlove though i just like him alot!!! clay just rang n that biatch told cl;ay that i said to her it aint true! when it wasnt ohwell i just told donna the trueth bcause she wouldnt shutup geez am i in his bad book or what!ohwell dont worry just clay!!!! gee he told me to go on the net at 7 that lil shit lol well i better keep writin i have nothin better to do anyway except this is the longest journal i hve written so far...............im gonna go job huntin soon but till then love u all
by the way tristans last name is pintus!!! i love tristan pintus! xoxox i LOVE kate jackson as friend lol
love always natalie xoxoxoxoxoxo
by the way my dads home now! that lil hoe!his gotta kfc n i cant hve any cuz im off junk food boo hoo hooo gees im scared to c tristan my last b/f was screwed up! and but now i like dis one awwww k ill SHUTUP oh hotn guys walked past just then ooo lalala
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ok well where do i start???? i have no idea what to write soo im just gunna blaba.... i miss kincumber and everyone i really do!1 i cant wait till i come back to visit evertyone well yeh! ill prob have to go 4 a jog with donna since i promised her i would everytime i go down ! i wonder if we see those lil sluts again!! they werent mean to me but i dont think they liked donna very much:)!!!!
today i just thinked the whole day about everyone so here are my thoughts! ill start with kate! shes one of the people i miss the most cause she is one of my bestest friends i tell her everything she is sooo funny too! ahhh i still remeber watchin those videos of her and her brother andrew when they were younge they ran a muck! oh and drew eatin paper-lol ! what bout u kate u were a bossy sis to ya bro that was so damn cute ! oh now i cant forget the dancing one! those wedgies!!! (lmao) yeh that was funni as!gees i miss ya! and donna well! we have a had a few ups and downs but we pulled through shes very carin so id kate and yeh shes gr8 its funni! cause she is a fitness freak! but shes funny just like jessica simpson!
and ummmmmm who else kirsty! lol im never gunna forget that day when we went to the beach after school and it hailed on us and she lost one earing gee that was a day but i feel very guilty to her because i think i have said sum stuff i kno i have said sorry to her heaps but!!! i have a guilty concious!
yeh well i really wanna excersiz e so im goin to run an hr in the morning before school and my dad is gunna go 4 walks with me after school!
yeh at my new school i dont think i am me i dno what to say i wanna be more confident i mean everyones nice but its very awkward!
i need advice how do u talk !!!lol
kate are u pissed at me!???
well i hope not! cause i dont know what i did u just said i have to go .. i dunno or it could just be me being paranoid!
and i also thougt bout other things like my past ... stuffys but i dont really want everyone to know! so yesa!
]my sister is so cool did i mention that i love herxoxoxox
by the way no im not inbred!
im just bored i want to b able to go out but the question is hwrer? its not the same here! as it is there i never thought it b this lonely when ur new but it is!
well at the momment law and order is on i like that show its mad i try and guess who did it but im hardly right!
well i better go
love nat! xoxoxoxoxo
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well today i did really nothing really at all just b bored shit less yesh yer i found out that i like big butts jk lol
yer my dads gone out right and im here with the house mate he smokes bongs! i hate ppl who do that it gives me the shits ,,,,,
I DONT KNOW why but i love B.R only smart ppl now that stuff s.t his shit i dno i think he was a player im just tired of guys! yesh Kate has dementure(or however u spell it!) yeh i downlaoded IM SEXY IM CUTE.. how cool not! im soo bored i am i think im gonna throw up not really but thats what first came to my mind yeh im talkin to mike and kate they are koolio pplz soo HI TO THEM n\AND kates NUTS NOT REALLY SORRY KATE I JUST LETTIN MYU MIND TAKE OVER THE KEY BOARD! my bloody mummy just txted me and apologized ha bout time!! omg im gunna try and not sleep tonight im gunna start runnin in the mornings and everythin i gotta look good nxt time i go to the coast last time i felt like shit bcuz i was nt hven agood hair days
yesh im borred 4 the million time kate! dont go of f the net i need to survive! i need choocy NO I dont
im listenin to say my name! gee i wwanna HUG
ok i better SHUTUP
buh bi
love natalie xoxoxox
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hey bro & sistas
yer my names natalie right it means christams ok and i aint tellin u my middle name but it means river but ay i know noone really gives a shit!
yeh well today i did nothin aggggggghhh i gunna look for a job next weekend ill ask if i can work bak at golo nahhh im i dno wear but i dont wanna work at kfc etc (shit pay)but ya now im actually go bak there GOOD PAY it was sweet!
yer i downloaded umm 3 sonds today i love nerds new song she wants to move! and i watched not another teen movie its a pretty good mivie and tomorrow im goin to the central coast to a flippin computer ffair not my style love!
i had a dream last night that my mum got killed and stuff and i moved bak to the central coast and went to school told ppl and they didnt give a shit i was crying and all IT WAS A TERRIBLE DRERAM, im sik of being home allone i would love it but im tryin tnot to eat food so there is nothinreally that interestin to do unleess i ate but i dont want to get fat!!!
anyway cya l8erz....
love nat xoxoxoxo
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hey sexy lexy
ok here it is alloff it im sooo bored
well i feel so much happier then i did b4 i finaly lost some weight after piggin out those 2days but who knows lol, yeh well anyway im getting to nkow everyone at school yeh so iots all good theres this girl named stacey right well shes a slut in yr 10 or something and noone likse her because she stole my friends boyfriend ( i dont know why cause my friends hell prettier then her!) yeh well continuing on! her friend got hit in the eye today it was soo funni and she was bleeding and everyone was laughing at her hahaha! itv was so funny but i guess if it as me i wouldnt feel the sme way bout it!!!! omg lol sorry
ok and haanah right well she took a pic of me that bitch she gave me a good i dea though so i ccan show ya kate what they looka like! ummm
kate- i have to develop those pics from last yr i still havent done it owell one day im gunna get copies ill give u and ONLY u one cause yeh ur the only one who talks to me these days mostly lolbut yer
green day next weeek! im lookin foirward NOT i have no idea what to wear its my first day where i dont wear uniformn there WHATS A GIRL 2 DO? TELL ME?
ohwell a hippy sounds good to me!
but anyways i hve to make toffees at school we dont get to any which is soooo unfair
well anyways i miss kirsty kate and clay i love them i wish they were here i needa a hug from em i have nt had ine here yet and i misss hugs so bring em on bitches!
love nat yup yup yup
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hey kate!
how are ya slut barbie lol
im gr8 just bein bored and like not eatin suga 4 a while since wat happended last night lol!
yeh well this morin i rearranged my huge room and everythin watch ed this gay show on tv about ppl racin around the world and my dads not here only this guy called paul who gets pissed alot lol well nm really to say but i love ya sexy!
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yeh yesturday i went to scxhool and we had assembly it was so shit there was this band and they sung and shit omg it was terrible it was like he was screamin !!! also we had a practice fire drill thingy which was absolutly borin cause were we had to lin eup stunk like someone farted but it was just the water ewwwwwwww!
i had to walk home and yeh that was alright i guess! i came home and some o f my fasmily were at my house they are so nice and they have a lil daghter named sky she is a lil cutie pie!ummmm yeh i cant think! but i have to go and buy material today to make my pants or wateva at school that i wanna do textiles is so fun....!
love always
natalie xoxox
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hey deary
i had the best tday today 4 a while my friends are gr8 i love em this girl called kelly showed me around and she was sooooo nice and pretty yeh and there are sum hot boys!! YUMMY! IM SO HAPPY GOT TO TALK TO SUM OF THE FELLAS LOL YEH I CANT WAIT TO MY BESTIES GET TO MEET THEM THEY WILL LOVE EM XXXXX! YEH ITS also good cause NOONE that i hang around with is like talkin bout themselves like im fat...etc that pisses me of when ppl do that! but yeh... my electives are desighn tch i gte to desighn clothes!!! and cookin ther were no spots left for the ones i really wanted to do! but im happy anyway! im in most of elimores classes she really pretty and she goin out with this drop dead gorgous guy yeh his hot!! luky bitch!yeh i cant wait to kate and nat and donna meet them there gunna b droolin yeh my dad told me i ca hve a party whenver so in these hoolidays that what me and my gurls are doinfrom the coast thats if they can come up! theres more,,,, but i ll put it in later!
love
natalie xoxoxo
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today was pretty shit i ts so borin my life suks and yeh well hopefully it will turn out better i fereel like dshit and i look llike shit or it must b because i moved but im lovin it here so i guess its all good... i feel lonely like i hve noone to express my feelin s to here cause i cant with my dad i dno its just really he ard i need my friends at the moimment i miss them like hell i just cant cope bnein lonely any more:( thats y im startin school on monday even though id just rather rot here goin insane! oh well not like some ppl care anyway im gunna stop feelin sorry 4 my self cause thats wat someone always thinks i do!
yeh i listened to music today and watched t.vb how fun! (NOT)
any way love nat xoixoxoxoxoxoxo
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